So I wonder why it is only nostalgia that I feel lately. I have been of relatively good spirits as of late, really, but I can't seem to shake this feeling. That melancholy feeling that seeps in when you are looking the other way, yea, that feeling, I haven't had that. I am thankful for that.

But Nostalgia is a strange feeling as well.

nos·tal·gi·a A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past.

It is more of the bittersweet feeling that I get. That intense feeling that doesn't fully show itself. It's like an equal mix of ecstacy and deep melancholy that leaves you balancing precariously somewhere in the middle, swaying.