Did you know that audiogalaxy doesn't have a satellite thingy for mac?! Ohwell, instead I downloaded hotline and have found it to be very effective in finding the songs I want.. There is also plenty of pirated software, which is a plus. anyways, recent songs downloaded are:
badly drawn boy: pissing
blur with radiohead: cowboy song
radiohead: talk show host
radiohead: the trickster
pink floyd: a great day for freedom
ccr: have you ever seen the rain
simon and garfunkle: bridge 0

currently in queue

pixies: where is my mind
bob marley: redemption song
tool: schism
blur: coffee and tv
beck: sex laws

this post is completely and utterly pointless, but ohwell. you're here anyway.

song of the moment: badly drawn boy: pissing

Today I got accused of stealing tires from the car dealership I work at, everyone in my detail bay were accused actually. The big boss who sits behind the big desk told us we were having a meeting, he proceeded to bring us to a small room where he told us that the one who stole the tires has to confess before 6:00pm tomorrow, or he's calling the cops. The problem is, WE DIDN'T FUCKING DO IT! He's saying we're gonna have to take lie detector tests and stuff.. can you believe that bullshit. damn it. I guess some employee there has been sneaking the tires in to the woods during the day, where his friends would pick them up at night. Who ever it is has been doing it for quite a while.

I really hate being accused of something I didn't do.

imagine:john lennon

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

"A plane has hit the world trade center."
I immediately got out of bed and turned up the radio. My room was cold, everthing seemed different. The news hit me like a freight train, thousands of people are dead. These people will never look at the ocean again, they will never look up at the sky in wonder, the will never inhale a breath of fresh air again. These people are gone because of a cowardly act of terrorism, I hope the people behind this feel any remorse for what they have done, but I fear they don't. These people are no-doubt happy in there success, that sickens me, I can not express the hate I have for these people.

After telling my parents what was going on I went back to my room and shut my door, I couldn't hold it anymore.. My knees collapsed and I buried my face in my hands. I can't help but see the faces of the dead, people just like myself who want nothing more then to live a happy life. That chance has been taken from them, that thought pierced right through me. The pain I have for them I can not even hold, I have to block it out or it feels like my chest will implode.

just recieved an email from my current domain host.

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Dear Client,

As part of our network management and maintenance, we will need to migrate your webserver to a new portion of our network in order to improve server performance.

Circumstances require that we must do this immediately and this will cause disruption to your website and web and FTP access will be unavailable.

After migration is completed, web and FTP will be speed up substantially however the effects of DNS caching may disrupt your service for up to 24 hrs. We apologise for any inconvenience caused.
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just so you know...

today was alright, I made thirty bucks helping out a woman by taking down a swingset and delivering it to her house.. It was pretty easy, and it felt good helping someone out.. so now im going dvd shopping, any suggestions?

anyways, im going to eat some Lucky Charms, change the weekly quote and go to bed.

alright, today went great. Its nice to get out once in a while, I visited some friends of mine and made some new ones. i took a few pictures, im too tired to upload them all so Ill upload this one of me.. ill post some others tomorrow maybe

my comments are working again, thanks to louise for keeping me up to date... im a bit behind. anyways, if you are new here leave a comment so I know who you are :)

please disregard that last post, im not really that pathetic.
and what the hell is wrong with reblogger, do the comments work in your browser? please tell me.

alright well, shit. I am going to make today better then yesterday. I really need to learn to open myself up more, I need to learn to make friends with people I don't necessarily like. I hate closing myself down as soon as I see someone with different outlook then myself, maybe its a fear of rejection, a fear of being laughed at for liking different music, for not being the typical person my age who drives a large truck and likes to work on engines. Sometimes I wish I were like everyone else, you know they say ignorance is bliss. I wish I could just go on with my life without these nagging thoughts hovering above me like a big black cloud all the time. .

i like to think im an individual, it makes me feel good to know that I am a little different then the others. I just wish the cost wasn't so high.

oh damn it, now my day is starting off badly. I better get offline and find something to do.

is there something on the way, shae?